Not going down that road this year.

[lionkingcmsl]

While looking through altaicap's posts I noticed something. In August of 2009 and 2010 I had threatened to pull back or delete my LJ.

As I posted in 2010 it came to my attention that part of my problem was I was not seeing a mental health professional about my problem. Suffice to say last year that got changed and I am now seeing someone.

I definitely think he has helped me. Interesting fact is that Dr. Cox is from the same township I am from and graduated the same high school as I did, though 2 years earlier. It seems that this makes it easier for me to talk to him, as he is very near my age and knows the area that I grew up in.

So, I don't think I'll be pulling another stunt like the past two years. Another thing that I think has helped is trying to do a render a day. It gets my mind focused on something other than my problems.

So, sit back and enjoy the ride. :=3

Comments

[kamau-d-lyon.livejournal.com]

Well said. We all need help from time to time and we learn from mistakes of we're willing to listen to the lesson. It sounds to me like you're doing that. I also agree that the renderings are helping you focus some of the energy into a constructive outlet and one that shows your artistic side.

Good luck with it all.