Anniversary of sorts

[lionkingcmsl]

Today marks the third anniversary of my mom's passing.
Amazingly I have not "lost it" when she died or after, no matter what I may have claimed before her death.

While she may have been upset at me for what I did back in July of last year, (May have been? She would've strangled me!), I think she would've understood why I did it. In a way I'm glad she, in this world, does not know the struggles I am now facing for that decision.

I still miss her terribly. I miss being able to call her and chat about different things.

I am eternally grateful for all the support I received then and now.

Comments

[thefoxaroo.livejournal.com]

I can understand some of this - I miss my grandparents, especially my grandmother.

Is there a possibility that if you mother had been alive you might not have left your job?

[lowen-kind.livejournal.com]

Possibly, but there is no way of knowing. :=/